Moved to @medallch.
I had a shitty ass day today, but it’s okay because I’m so fucking tired of keeping this bullshit attitude and constantly being one of the biggest debby downers in my own fucking life.
I’m tired of making mistakes. I’m tired of not knowing what the hell I should do with myself. I’m tired of being stressed out of my mind. I’m tired of not doing well in school because I don’t want to study or work hard, even when I go around proudly telling people my “ambitions”. I’m tired of feeling like a piece of shit because of all these fucking ridiculous things.
I just need some sort of new beginning, so I’m leaving this blog and everything in it behind and starting a new one. I’ve done this once before back my junior year in high school, and it actually did help me move on with my fucking life.
AND HERE I AM AGAIN TRYING TO CHANGE THINGS IN MY LIFE BECAUSE I’M TIRED OF BEING A LITTLE BITCH.
I swear to myself that I’m gonna try to be optimistic again. I’m going to start trying hard in school and in everything I fucking do. I’m going to do whatever it takes to make myself happy. I’m going to try and love myself like I should be instead of hating every fiber of my being.
I hope this fucking works.
Goodbye supertelle and hello medallch.
Oh my god I just want to kill myself with school
I want to switch majors
I want to actually do something I enjoy
Wow I’m at ochem lecture for once